I want to fall in Love

I want to fall in Love…to escape the vortex of my self-imposed separation… spiraling downward past the underworlds…thru the never ending levels of hell…to break the fetters of apathy and fear…plunging with reckless abandon into the depths of the universal soul…knowing that even if I’m stabbed in the back or in the heart a million times it cannot compare with the numb pangs of my empty heart beating in my hollow chest echoing my desparate cries of isolation.