The Damned Don't Cry.

The Last of the Queens children

are begging in the streets...

dancing to ancient rythyms

singing in tongues forbidden

remembering forgotten gods

...and praying like the damned

with no tears, for Redemption.

Ninja Chameleon.

Im a ninja chameleon 

blending in with the gentry

standing guard like a sentry

reading the scene like a book I read in elementary

tryn to stay outta the muthufukn penitentary

can anybody hear me?

Beyond the Circus.

Lost at the circus

a scared little boy

cotton candy, clowns and elephants

dancing in the mirrors of his cerebrum

clouds shaped like dragons...

He takes a sip and breathes out fire

and he remembers...

He remembers a time much simpler

close to the land and the sea...

He remembers when things made sense.

He remembers what it feels like to live right.

Beyond the circus

Out of the Big Top

He turns his eyes towards the Sun...

and evaporates into the sky.

Virtues and Vices...

Sacrifice and Obedience are not virtues but vices.

To give up ones personal power, to abjegate ones free will for the sake of a higher power...

to surrender to the dictatorship of the tyrant of society or god or government is suicide.

Obedience is not an act of faith but one of fear.

Sacrifice is an unconcious attempt to manipulate and control a reality that you feel has rendered you powerless.

Faith is a renunciation of personal power... a rebellion against personal responsibility.

True Love requires no sacrifice.

Love always trusts.

it makes no laws

has no demands 

no expectations

it requires no proof 

it levy's no taxes

True Love is unconditional.

They just dont hire muthufuka's like me.

they just dont hire muthafuka's like me...

I guess i ain't as pretty as i used to be...

ain't got tits or an ass or a PHD...

ain't got an address much less a college degree...

got a rap sheet longer than my job history

and im at least 6 or 8 different kinds of crazy...

they just don't hire muthafukas like me.

Love me when Im down.

If you can't love me when Im down...

when i come up...

don't even try to come around.

IamI

IamI

my attitude about myself and the world in general will propel me forward...

or it will cause me to reapeat the same patterns, and keep me stuck in the same scene...

IamI

I am as free as I want to be...

the attachments that bind me are products of my own perception...

IamI

beyond my roles in my relationships, family ties, faction of society ect...