Wednesday, June 20, 2012

ABOUT ME.

I was born a week before Halloween night...2 years before 1984...12 months, 24 days, and nineteen hundred and 82 years after the Death of Jesus H. Christ... Right on the Cusp of Daybreak on the twenty fourth of October... A Scorpio and Libra at the same time... the scales of Justice hang from the tip of the stinger on a spring wound up behind my head...and when things are this imbalanced in this planet I feel that imbalance very strongly...i can only absorb so much pressure before the shit hits the fan...I'm an em-path...all of my chakras are open and my third eye sees visions in the in the night that smolder in my heart into the dawning hours of my daydream...
tears and smiles...Angels in Heaven...haunting images of hell...I've walked with Jesus...and I've looked the devil in the eye...and sometimes that devil was I... I am I... but who am I? I'm Buddha, Jesus, and the devil and me ... at the same time... I'm just a ray of sunshine...or maybe I'm a wave in the sea... I'm just a drop of rain...I'm just dying to be free... cuz I'm bigger than my body and I'm just as much you as me...I'm somewhere between the devil and Jesus...I'm Buddha Jesus and the Devil and Me...at the same time... or maybe I'm just crazy...maybe I've lost my mind...according to a book i was reading at the library the other day...I'm at least 3 kinds of crazy ...and prone to violent muscle spasms and seizures...

I like to climb things...rocks...trees...buildings...whatever...I used to climb deer stands in the summer time...and sit way up in a tree and watch the sunset... sometimes the devil would whisper in my ear...he'd say go on and jump and just flap your wings and fly and he'd wink and then he'd laugh and i would look him in the eye and i would wonder what would happen if I wandered to that edge but then I'd see that sunset and feel the wind thru the trees and I'd wander on down to the ground again and it was all i could do to stay lost in a daydream...

The Sun and the wind and the rain and the earth and the rivers that flow to the sea...that was reality to me... everything else was just a daydream... school, church, everything else were just a part of this concrete and asphalt cartoon-land that the adults took way too seriously...even more seriously than football...

Reality,  it was a game that was started by a god that created the earth in 6 days and rested on the seventh and commanded that everyone in the world should work for 6 days... or go to school and do your chores until your old enough to work...go to church on sunday and pay him 10 percent of your their gross income to be a part of his club...from the stories in the front of the book it used to be the blood from their firstborn lamb they had to put into the offering plate...before they invented money...the high priest would catch the blood in a basin and carry it into the most holy of holiest of places in the tabernacle of the holy spirit, which is where the gold and silver treasures were... the loot from the family of Cain...the Canaanites... that built cities in the desert because gods chosen people needed the fertile pastures by the the still waters to graze the sheep that they had captured...so god exiled Cain into the desert... and because they were special and god had picked them to lord over the sheep and slaughter them so the high priests could eat the flesh of the lambs and sell the rest of the meat in the temple markets... it seems to me that the tabernacle of the "Lord"...which means master in old english by the way... was the first slaughterhouse... and the Israelites were the first war-mongering nation...god split the land of Israel among the 12 tribes that were descended from the loins of 12 brothers of one Abraham...but Abraham actually had 13 sons... His firstborn was exiled into the desert just like his great grandfather Cain ...on his moms side...because he was born of a virgin that had been kept alive and parceled like the livestock and plunder from her village... more of a prisoner of war than a concubine....Hagar and Ismael... exiled to the desert... Ismael the first-born son of Father Abraham... Heir to the kingdom... something does not add up there... Israel? America is the new promised land... the Indians were gentiles so god commanded the pilgrims to kill them in the name of the Lord (Master in old english) and claim the land and parcel and divide it into 13 colonies... and god gave woman to man and commanded him to rule over the women and all of the beasts of the field and the birds of the air... this is in the book i read at the library... it sounds like the ramblings of a mega-ego maniac here...wow. and i thought i was crazy... this is much insaner than me by far... this is what it's like growing up when you're the preacher's son... it should be wrong to teach a kid that 'reality' is all about blood and money... but that's what their world is...Reality is just a game... and it's all about blood and money...

Friday, June 15, 2012

Here Comes the Devil.

Grazing sun-burnt sheep feeding aimlessly on the spoils of war
Slaves sheared and shorn, into captivity they're born
led by the shephard to the slaughter
Fear is their demise
Salvation a thin disguise
The shephard's got a dagger in his cloak
Here comes the Devil.

DEVINITY

My soul is a breath of god
a summer breeze that whistles thru the trees and parts the holy curtain the window of the cosmos

 My soul is a heartbeat
 a wave  in the sea
 crashing and receding for all eternity
 forever, por siempre, dying to be free

My soul is a ray of the Sun,
 a devine parcel of the One
... that illumates the darkness 
casting shadows on the wall...
painting dreams in color... 
   the reflections on the panes...

Nameste
Devinity acknowledges Devinity...
The Devine bears witmess to the Devine...

Thursday, April 12, 2012

revoloxy.


    • Travis Andrew Taylor
      The revolution always makes a full circle and becomes the new orthedoxy... Jesus' rebellion against the blood cult of the jews was hijacked by paul and turned into 'christianity', Marx's idea of uniting to create a temporary state-like structure that would become the demise of the existing state was turned into 'Communism'... it seems that anything good, ends up getting mis-interpretated and turned into something bad... 'America' however was built on top of the dead babies of the people that were here before...it was fucked from the get go...

Sunday, March 18, 2012

THE COSMOS.

Perfect ORDER of the UNIVERSE
 is a Struggle for Equilibrium.
ORDER is BALANCE

Sometimes...
PEACE
can only be found on the other side of
WAR

Lightening always seeks the ground...
craving to distribute itself evenly...
 offering its entire being to every grain of sand
...OBLITERATION

Inhale... Exhale
We're Living and Dying

CREATION
DESTRUCTION
IT TAKES TWO TO MAKE ONE
LOVE IS THE UNION
THAT CREATED THE SUN

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Give it to the Wind...

open your ears
listen to the thunder
wash your self clean
feel the calm in the air
awaken at dawn
and greet the sun singing
give to the wind
every burden you bear
- Travler

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Dear Pissed off Tax Payers...

Over a quarter out of every dollar you make is taken from your check before you make it to the bank
just last year you bought the army another tank 
congradulations your just another cog in their wheel
your at the devils table and he wants to make a deal
Your hard earned dollars fuel the war machine
and all I hear you bitch about is the price of gasoline
and all those freeloading bums in the welfare line
collecting food stamps so their families can dine
on high fructose corn syrup, hormone injected meat 
and veggies from monsantos and pickled pigs feet...
god forbid they feed their families by the sweat of your brow
but killin babies over seas you justify somehow...
Your dollars build the prisons that hold so many good men
their babies are cryin...daddy's sitting in the pen...
Is this really the Land of the Free?
or is that just double-speak... malicious mockery
Half of us are homeless, living off of EBT
sucklin from the tit of  Lady "Liberty"
We've been reduced to slaves, beggars, scavengers and theives
We're running to the hills and their clear-cutting all the trees
paving over paradise, spreading their disease, making more room to graze their sheep
making more paper to print their currency
and rolls and rolls and rolls of TP
to wipe their fascist greedy asses and spread their disease
flushing all their shit into the water supply
and feeding it back to us seigned and strained
dilluted with bleach and flouride
there's only two ways out...
Revolution or Suicide.